I have no sense of time here. U.S time and taiwan time seem to have overlapped and my body doesn’t want to follow either cuz 430am is like such a lame in between time. Before i’d like to think that if i had all the time in the world i’d stress less, like this imaginary burden would be lifted. but its not happening. i can do whatever i want now. all i can do here is wait. but like it says in crazy love: ” worry implies that we don’t quite trust that God is big enough to take care of what’s happening in our lives.—Stress says that the things we are involved in are important enough to merit our impatience, our lack of grace toward others, our tight grip of control.

i’m going to be here for the better of 2 years, and if i can love God a little bit more by the time i come home i’ll consider my trip a success.